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I have decided to leave, to quit, surrender and start again to another page chapter of life. I started to lived with it, though I really dreamed about it, I cried and I long for it... I spend all my efforts I can just for them to be pleased... Before anything else, please bear with me when the moment comes that my tears would overflow, I just don't know how to stop this such an emotional thing to share.. :( My life after 2 years has never been the happier than before, for the last last  year, I met God and knew Him coincidentally, since then, I have given my sense of having good objectives on my own life, as I have started to lived with it, I never assume for something good will be happening to me for tomorrow... "GO WITH THE FLOW OF LIFE!" Taking and grabbing opportunities, that time, I never knew with myself that opportunities don't come, but actually they just wait on us to take them instantly by every moment in time that take... I was being hired by a pr...

It’s good for us to have a yearly family reunion, the time when we are able to reunite and getting to know those who are a new born and siblings. The Aguilar’s Clan. It’s from the seed to the fruits, and Aguilar was our seed, and from that, it started to have stems and branches and fruits at the same time, like having one to other siblings but got only one root. We cordially celebrate it during and every First Sunday of November, every year. By this gathering, before we eat our lunch together, the old members or the officials of the board first conducts meeting together with us. It would be the “Remembering back last year or what we did last year”, secondly the subject must all about next year of events and venue of what, where and who would gonna be the host of the year’s Reunion, and third, the collection of suggestions taken from different voice, different families and all other ideas that probably be one conclusion. After lunch, the host prepared major games and ev...

From the very first day I saw you, nag marka ka na sa isipan at maging sa aking puso. I am happy though maraming gaps pero sa isip ko hindi naman siguro imposibleng kaibiganin ka. At sa banding huli, nauna kang lumapit at nakipag-kaibigan sa akin. Hindi ko ma-explain kung ano ba ang naararamdaman ko nung mga oras nay un, I feel like everything is heaven, I know it would not be alright if I will continue my illusions but I guess my realizations are not that like “illusions” so to speak. That moment, I’ve learned something I never learn, I felt something I’ve never felt before. It seems to me so annoying, but I’d rather go on with this, and this is it. My days always are shining, happy coz every moment of time; I will see you day by day. Since then, we’ve come that far, we became closer to one another, and it’s still about being close by friendship, yet for me it begin to have something different feelings inside, but I still chose to keep it from myself before it goes w...

As we grow, we realize it becomes less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones. Remember, life is kind of like a party.  You invite a lot of people, some leave early, some stay all night, some laugh with you, some laugh at you, and some show up really late.  But in the end, after the fun, there are a few who stay to help you clean up the mess.  And most of the time, they aren’t even the ones who made the mess.  These people are your real friends in life.  They are the ones who matter most. Here are 15 things real friends do differently: They face problems together. – A person who truly knows and loves you – a real friend – is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else still believes the smile on your face.  Don’t look for someone who will solve all your problems; look for someone who will face them with you. They give what they can because they truly care. – One of the biggest challenges in r...

Getting your mind to rule over your heart is a common theme in Jewish teachings. It's also horribly misunderstood. Most people, when they hear about the mind ruling over the heart, imagine a cold, calculated and stuck-up neurotic. After all, the mind is all those things. Wouldn't we much rather live with the vivacious, freedom-loving heart? So we have to explain that when the mind is ruling the heart, it does not mean that the mind is at the top of the chain of command. Nobody wants the mind in charge--you'd never get anything done. The mind may be great at solving puzzles, but it's an incompetent idiot when it comes to real life. Rather, the mind is meant to be but a conduit for the soul. You see, the soul, being beyond the body, has a higher vision. It also has some great ideas to express. But the soul needs to get the body involved in that vision and those ideas. And it knows the only way that can happen is by inspiring the heart. Problem is, the ...

Kung bakit pa kasi ako mapili sa isang babae, ayan tuloy, binigyan ako ng isang babaeng niminsan sa buhay ko hindi ko pinangarap... Galit Ka ba Lord? Pero hindi sa palagay ko, sabi Mo kasi di ba, just be patience and learn to wait for the right and perfect time... Suddenly, I can't move out, hindi ko naman namalayang may nagkaka-gusto rin sa akin... Dati, akala ko, ang pagkakaroon mo ng feelings sa isang tao eh nararamdaman lang dahil lang din sa mga tao sa paligid na syang tumutulak sa inyong dalawa na magkagustuhan... Expectations. Kailangan predictable lahat ng bagay sa iyo, kulang nalang manghula ka na. However, not all things are predictable, kaya naman don't ever expect for something to be happen with what you want to. Hindi lahat napapatakbo sa mga kamay mo, hindi lahat kaya mong bigyan ng climax at ending ang isang storyang hindi naman ikaw Author. Sabi nga naman, na ang tao, kapag napapagod, titigil yan sa pangungulit, maghihintay nalang sa mangyayari. If we ...

“Hindi ibig sabihin na kapag tumawa sya sa iyo eh gusto ka nya, baka naman talagang nakakatuwa kang tignan…” JEALOUSY. Isang pakiramdam na tila ba pinapatay ka, pinapatay ang damdamin mo. Feels like no one love’s you now. Kapag nakita ko syang may kasama na iba, tila ang mundo koy tapos na. At kung selos ang pag-uusapan, kahit pa kailanman hindi sya nagging akin, nasasaktan ako, sabihin na rin nating masarap patayin ang taong nagbigay ng saya sa kanya ngayon na hindi ito nangayari kapag sa tuwing magkasama kami. Ang sakit, kahit pa sabihin nating wala naman dapat pakialam, pero dinudurog nya ang puso ko kapag may araw na makikita ko syang may kasamang iba. Kung sasabihin nating hanggang doon nga lang kami, pero pra sa akin, lahat may pag-asa pa, lahat may magagawa pa. Everything is changing, everything is like promotions, kung ngayon hindi ko nagawa, try ko bukas o di kaya sa makalawa, baka may reward na naghihintay sa akin, ganun din malamang sa pag-ibig, kung susuko man ...

PART 1 “Kapag nagmamahal ka ng totoo, nakakagawa ka ng mga bagay na pagsisisihan mo, pero kapag magkahawak kamay kayong dalawa, handa kang harapin ang lahat, at sa banding huli, hinding-hindi ka na bibitaw…” -Elly Minsan, sa buhay natin, nararamdaman nating napaka unfair ng panahon… Kung ano yung ginusto mo noon paman, sya yung hindi nangyayari at kung ano yung ayaw mong mangyari, sya naman itong nangyayari… Hindi ko pa nga naranasan kung ano ba ang totoong nararamdaman sa pag-ibig na totoo, para sa akin, puro instincts at opinion lang ang kaya kong sabihin mula sa aking observations sa bawat nakikita ko…. Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na saka na muna ako iibig kapag handa na ako. Handa sa paraang kaya kong harapin ang lahat ng consequences, mga sakit at kung anu-ano pang dulot ng bagay na ito. Para sa akin, hindi naman mahirap mangayari kapag maninidigan lang ako.. Sa pagdaan ng mga araw, habang tumatanda na ako, marami na akong natutunan sa buhay, unang-una doon a...

The Rumors about LOVE. Blind? :) Or it can make you blind? :p Martyr. Naive, Insensitive. Desperate. Too much of jealousy. Stalking. Two-timer. and the like.. Does love really kills? Probably, but for those who are being insensitive. Hindi po pumapatay ang pag-ibig. Aba sino? Tayong tao lamang ang pumapatay...!! haha Hindi ito ibig sabihin na nagiging manhid ka, tanga at bulag, hindi ito nanganga hulugang hayaan mo nalang kahit ito'y mali at sobrang sakit na, as long as "TAYO PA" . Ang pag-ibig ay hindi lamang puso ang pinagbabasihan, kundi ito ay ang pagsasama at pagtutugma ng isipan o tinatawag na state of mind. Ang true love? Hindi po martyr yan o di naman kaya pagiging desperado. Ang pamamahal ay hindi pinapatunayan mula sa pakikipag-relasyon sa maraming babae/lalaki (ng sabay-sabay). Hindi ito isang bagay para sa mga kabataan ng tila nilalaro lamang na gusto lang ng libangan at probably hindi alam kung anong ibig sabihin... Walang sya, wlang ikaw. K...

Ang artikulo kong ito any napakawalang kweta, walang kabuluhan at puro gawa-gawa lamang. Kapag sinubukan mong basahin ito, hindi ito nakakatulong o 'di naman kaya mapagkunan ng maraming leksyon. hahah Ito na... Meron lang sana akong gusto i-share, ito ay tungkol sa isang pangyayaring nagmarka sa buhay ko. Isang pangyayaring probably hindi ko rin makalimotan. Napakasayang araw sa buhay ko ang makita ang mga long time friends ko. Busy nga pero despite of that, hindi pa rin namin nakakalimotang mag-bonding and you know meeting again, na-mi-miss rin kaya naman ang isa't-isa.. Two months ago, we had our annual reunion with my friends, it was actually considered as the unexpected gathering . And it was so happy, we had a lot of fun, we did a lot of things, I mean crazy things. Of course hindi mawawala ang tagayan at inuman with boys and selected girls, take note, first time ko pong uminom ng hindi ko alam kung ano yun...Uhm, I would admit, it was tasty, hahah, medyo masarap s...

Fellas, I'm gonna share something that would probably make you realized what kind of a friend you are and what kind of a friend do you want in a part of your whole life. This was taken from the Book of  Hope Series, as I was reading this book, I was so inspired even though I didn't understand some parts of this book, but then again, it was definitely a one-of-a-kind experience to read to.... The article that follow is the 2nd part of my last article, and this time around, it isn't about love, but it's friendship... For you to understand at least something, it can help you I guess so..:) Smile!!!  F RIENDSHIP . What is a friend? There are acquaintance, casual friends, close friends and intimate friends. We all have acquaintances , faces we recognize and people we greet by name. Casual friendships happen through continued contact. Close friendships are developed through sharing of interests and spending time together in certain activities. But intimate f...

10. Does not say "Me First!" 9. Believes the best about others. 8. Does not "keep score" of the bad things others do. 7. Does not tear down others. 6. Is not conceited. 5. Is patient with others. 4. Is not happy when someone gets hurt. 3. Helps out others, even if it's inconvenient. 2. Celebrates the successes of others. 1. Never quits. LOVE.  According to psychologists, the most  basic human need is to love and be loved. There is no power greater than love. It can motivate people to do thins for others they wouldn't normally do. But if love is such a beautiful thing, so essential to life, why is there so little of it in the world? The answer is simple. True love is more than a sentimental, gushy feeling. Love is a decision, a choice we each must make. The greatest demonstration of love is to give our life for the person we love. God did that. even before we were born, He demonstrated His great love for us when He gave His Only S...

One day, as I was on   my way home,   I noticed of such   bothering situation,   it really made me   shocked when   I saw   that it was my .............. What should I say?, it's true, accidents can happen anywhere, if you think that you are safe enough by just staying at home, a big no for that! This is what I'm trying to say... It's 6:30 in the morning when I was busy of preparing things for my vacation. I got only minutes to accomplish my objections that time, although I was being aware of my house that there was a part there that if you're not careful enough, you will be totally pak!,  So I begin to make my way fast, I finished to take a bath, prepare my foods, my money and anything that is needed. But behind all that, I forget to brush my teeth, so I went to my kitchen counter at the faucet to do it. There is one knife that is such a very sharp knife, I didn't touched it but it was suddenly touched by my elbow. I...

After how many years, andito pa rin sila, nanatiling matatag sa aming pagkakaibigan. Oo, aminado ako, minsa naiinggit ako sa iba sa aming magbabarkada, meron sa aming graduate na sa college, professional na sila, syempre meron din namang ganun pa rin tulad ng dati. Sa kabilang banda, para naman sa akin eh, napaka halaga ng pagkakaibigan namin, dahil dun, natuto ako kung paano ba ang maging isang tao, maging isang totoong tao na marunong magpahalaga sa pagkakaibigan. Kahit na minsan, hindi rin maiiwasang may awayan at hindi pagkakaintindihan, pero sa huli kami-kami pa rin naman ang magdadamayan. Natuto rin ako kung paano maging praktikal, kung saan na ko-kompara ko ang sarili ko na ang pagiging isang hipokrito sa kapwa ay hindi nagdudulot ng kabutihan. Kung may probleman pinansyal, kami-kami rin ang nag uutangan. :) Marahil nga eh, through the years, it's been a good yet it became to the highest level na ang turing ko sa kanila bilang isang kaibigan, kung wala sila, hindi...

Girl im in love with you This ain't the honeymoon Past the infatuation phase Right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue everyday [Bridge] I know i misbehaved And you made your mistakes And we both still got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow [Chorus] We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow [Verse 2] This ain't a movie no No fairy tale conclusion ya'll It gets more confusing everyday Sometimes it's heaven sent Then we head back to hell again We kiss then we make up on the way [Bridge] I hang up you call We rise and we fall And we ...