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Wrong misconceptions. Misunderstandings and deceived. Maybe that's how I would define how my  life is running through the years. I've got an attitude that I am presently calling it "rude", that sometimes, people always misunderstood me, like how the way I talk to them, behind the fact that I am an observant which makes me rude. Yeah, it may be my own opinion, it may be my own perception and observation, and it makes me aware of all of the things that people may hit me words like devastating and that hurting me so much. But this time around, I learned how to be positive enough for me not to be hurt, and in fairness of doing this such, I am doing good though. Behind those unworthiest, it just made me realize that life has no challenge even without trials and errors. Life is useless when you know you can't do mistake. In other words, how will you learn if you can do mistakes or let's just say, how will you learn if there's nobody teaching you in regards ...

Gusto kong sabihin ngayon na "hindi ko alam kung bakit at paano ko nagawa ang mga bagay na iyon na dapat hindi ko ginawa," pero paano ko naman sasabihin 'yun kung alam kong ginusto ko ang ginawa ko in the first place?.......it just sounds so ironic, right? Alam ko noon pa na nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Subalit dahil sa kagustuhan ko na magkaroon ng experience tungkol sa bagay na ito, wala akong magawa kundi ang tanggapin nalang ang mga consequences sa gagawin kong ito. Wh, ganun naman talaga tayo diba? ganun ang taom maging sino ka man at kahit alam mong walang mabuting maidudulot kapag ikaw ay pumasok sa mga bagay-bagay at sitwasyon, susubukan mo pa ring pasukin, gawin at ma-experience ito nang dahil na rin sa curiosity mo, hanggang sa dumating sa punto na nangyari ang hindi dapat mangyari. At kapag nangyari na ito, saka mo pa ma-re-realized na mali pala, saka mo pa lang titigilan, saka mo pa lang sasabihing "mali pala, sana hindi ko nalang ginawa.....