Nangyari ang 'di Dapat Mangyari!
Gusto kong sabihin ngayon na "hindi ko alam kung bakit at paano ko nagawa ang mga bagay na iyon na dapat hindi ko ginawa," pero paano ko naman sasabihin 'yun kung alam kong ginusto ko ang ginawa ko in the first place?.......it just sounds so ironic, right?
Alam ko noon pa na nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Subalit dahil sa kagustuhan ko na magkaroon ng experience tungkol sa bagay na ito, wala akong magawa kundi ang tanggapin nalang ang mga consequences sa gagawin kong ito. Wh, ganun naman talaga tayo diba? ganun ang taom maging sino ka man at kahit alam mong walang mabuting maidudulot kapag ikaw ay pumasok sa mga bagay-bagay at sitwasyon, susubukan mo pa ring pasukin, gawin at ma-experience ito nang dahil na rin sa curiosity mo, hanggang sa dumating sa punto na nangyari ang hindi dapat mangyari. At kapag nangyari na ito, saka mo pa ma-re-realized na mali pala, saka mo pa lang titigilan, saka mo pa lang sasabihing "mali pala, sana hindi ko nalang ginawa.."
Sounds so funny, but we can't deny the fact that this is really the reality hitting us people, this is the reality!
But despite of these, all that we say and we make excuse is "tao lang naman ako, nagkakamali.." tama?
Sa nangyari sa akin last July 1, 2011, it was a great yet a bad experience to say. At that time, i became foolis, stupid, did things uncommon, say things uncommon, i was being controlled by the devil. In the midst of what we were doing that time, i started to forget my personality, forget myself, my parents, my role as a follower of Jesus, so sad when suddenly, the devil succeeded to embraced me.
Yet, at first, I am aware, aware in a way i know that this would possibly happened, but instead of thinking of that for good, I was carried away through also the influence of my friends around me. I can't help it, I am a human being, I was born to be curious in any thing that would find me interesting.
After that experience, I just laughed once in awhile and then tears started to fall from my eyes like i dont even expected it to fall. Just did not slept for a reason of realizing that it was a mistake. Saying "I am sorry, to me and to Jesus."
Do I have to do these kind of thing again? I would say, NO, I'll never do that again and I would say I could not say I will not - as I lived on earth, I lived as a sinner and a doer of mistakes and that's the reason why I can't promise.
But my point of view is; Its is just all about embracing the pains and accepting the consequences to what you've done wrong, learn from it....and the nest time, IT'S ALL UP TO YOU! :)
Alam ko noon pa na nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Subalit dahil sa kagustuhan ko na magkaroon ng experience tungkol sa bagay na ito, wala akong magawa kundi ang tanggapin nalang ang mga consequences sa gagawin kong ito. Wh, ganun naman talaga tayo diba? ganun ang taom maging sino ka man at kahit alam mong walang mabuting maidudulot kapag ikaw ay pumasok sa mga bagay-bagay at sitwasyon, susubukan mo pa ring pasukin, gawin at ma-experience ito nang dahil na rin sa curiosity mo, hanggang sa dumating sa punto na nangyari ang hindi dapat mangyari. At kapag nangyari na ito, saka mo pa ma-re-realized na mali pala, saka mo pa lang titigilan, saka mo pa lang sasabihing "mali pala, sana hindi ko nalang ginawa.."
Sounds so funny, but we can't deny the fact that this is really the reality hitting us people, this is the reality!
But despite of these, all that we say and we make excuse is "tao lang naman ako, nagkakamali.." tama?
Sa nangyari sa akin last July 1, 2011, it was a great yet a bad experience to say. At that time, i became foolis, stupid, did things uncommon, say things uncommon, i was being controlled by the devil. In the midst of what we were doing that time, i started to forget my personality, forget myself, my parents, my role as a follower of Jesus, so sad when suddenly, the devil succeeded to embraced me.
Yet, at first, I am aware, aware in a way i know that this would possibly happened, but instead of thinking of that for good, I was carried away through also the influence of my friends around me. I can't help it, I am a human being, I was born to be curious in any thing that would find me interesting.
After that experience, I just laughed once in awhile and then tears started to fall from my eyes like i dont even expected it to fall. Just did not slept for a reason of realizing that it was a mistake. Saying "I am sorry, to me and to Jesus."
Do I have to do these kind of thing again? I would say, NO, I'll never do that again and I would say I could not say I will not - as I lived on earth, I lived as a sinner and a doer of mistakes and that's the reason why I can't promise.
But my point of view is; Its is just all about embracing the pains and accepting the consequences to what you've done wrong, learn from it....and the nest time, IT'S ALL UP TO YOU! :)
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