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I may be tough and strong, but through the years, let me just tell to every people and let the world know how so unfair my life was. I keep on asking and questioning my God, "Is this what He really planned for me?". I always consider this life was a mess, but every time I see myself struggling, I will never forget of thinking that these are only what they called challenges, a stone running over me as I walk through the pathways which I am not actually sure if it's really the right path to go forward to. There were times I blame God, He's very unfair, why is it happening? Why are these things are coming when I can only think about giving a full attention into it?  It's hard. Before when I was a teen, I promised to fulfill every dreams my family had, dreams I had and every thing we wanted. But after my high school, I almost forgot that we are facing crisis, a crisis which have almost steal my faith in God. I almost lose my faith in believing to myself how am I ca...

Ang talino nila, grabe! Naaalala ko lang, may nakapagsabi sa akin noon, yung mga taong nakapag aral, may degree na nga, hindi pa nakokontento kumukuha ng Masters Degree, at hndi pa makuntento, mag do- Doctoral, ay kadalasan sa kanila, (HINDI LAHAT) ay naging makitid at maliit na daw ang kanilang utak upang makapang unawa, dahil sa dami na nilang alam, hindi na nila kayang tanggapin ng kung ano ang totoo. Believe me, habang nasa Graduate School ka, pinipilit kang ilayo sa totoong prinsipyo ng pamumuhay bilang isang Kristyano, inilalayo ka sa paniniwala mo sa Bibliya and to God's teaching. Dahil sa totoo lang, pinag aaralan mo ang mga Pilosopiya ng mga naunang tao... At dahil sa dami na nilang alam, para saan at para ano? Para mas maraming oportunities at mas competitive when it comes to employment and business thing, "DAW", yun ang pinaninindigan at pinaniniwalaan nila. In addition, mas matatawag silang professional. Sa tingin ko naman, hindi naman sa level of educati...