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Luma, simple at tipikal na kasabihan madalas kong marinig sa mga matatanda na magbubukid nakakausap ko sa kanayunan pero kung susuriin mo ng malalim relatibo sa kasalukuyang pag-uugali ng mga tao magbubukid,mangingisda,kabataan, kababaihan,mayaman man o mahirap at anumang sekswalidad ang kinapapalooban lapat para sa lahat ito. Noong bata pa ako, sabi ng Mama at Papa ko, napakasaya daw nila nung nakita nila ako, sabi, lahat daw ay ginawa nila upang ma-sustain lahat ng pangangailangan ko sa buong pamilya namin. Hindi ko man labis na ma-imagine kung gaano silang naghirap o nahirapan upang ma-meet nila yung kanilang gustong mangyarari sa amin sa pagdating ng panahon, subalit nung akoy nagkaroon ng sariling isip ay sadyang sa-realized ko na ganun na nga lamang ang kanilang pagmamahal sa akin mula nung ako naisilang at lumaking nagkaroon ng isip at paninindigan... Ang sabi nila sa akin, sa aking naaalala, kung ano daw yung gusto kong gawin, kung anumn yung pangarap ko a

We could somehow understand every situations they are currently experiencing about why they tell a lie. In the first place, they have the choice what to decide, to tell the truth or not. In my own opinion, lies sometimes make sense, it could help you and anyone in some other way. But to be honest, it won't give us the total freedom that we could ever have. There are different kind of lies, some lies happened commonly because they are protecting their own self. Some are by protecting their friends from a mistaken choice they have done, and some are just because they want to, just they can't tell the truth. And believe me, Most liars don't believe on Pinocchio, that if the tell a lie, they will not know how to stop their  nose from stretching, people are people who could tell everything they want. Lies are our second option when we don't know how to deal a situation. I got things to share about how to handle or just deal with the most liar around us...

I do believe that my work has it’s own result in the end, it maybe in good or in a negative way,  I may fail at some point, some time, but I know I could ever recover, and I’ll get over it. I may even have critics and some may pull me down just for them to shine with for their own benefits. I am Eleazar, I have known to be called “Elly”. Actually, that was not really my nickname, my Lola and my parents don’t call me that back in my childhood times. I supposed to be just a kind of person who would just follow my dreams as my parents told me, particularly my ambition to be a great teacher someday, an educator that some may learn from my own ideas, my beliefs and my life, though. I supposed to be like a kind of person who knows to be a follower somehow, a person that as far as my parents know, I can do my very best just achieve my goal in life. So overwhelming, when life ha s brought me different kind of things, a lot of experiences and a lot of opportunities. I came he