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W hy is it that every time I do things which will make me happy has it's own consequences like I don't even expected it and I don't even know why it happened or why did I do that! :( (THE STORY STARTS HERE...) Am getting older and matured, and that also means, as I'm getting old, I got experiences like  "uncommon". I've been serving God over my whole life starting from the point I knew of Him. It was great, and having God in me has no replacement in the joy and happiness that He's giving me. Most of the time, as I do such things I wanted to, I know that It's a planned coincidences, and at the same time, I know that there will be results and consequences. As part of my learnings, like in the world, you live under in a so called "law" , governments policies and supervisions. Including the leaders of our country, like our President, there were people who will oppose and they were classified into "critics". Now, these things

After watching this movice (50 First Dates), I realized how  it sounds so ironic when you really love love someone. This movie gave me not just some but many lessins on how to handle such things that would probably bring you to happiness. And I wonder if that was  really true feelings, well, it conquers all, I mean that is "love conquers all" . I love this movie, ahh as in one of my favorite movie I've seen ever, although this was classified as "drama or love story" and about this kind of genres, it made me feel boring to watch, but great!, this movie seemed to be so interesting, and true, ut really touched me and just caught my attention. You know, imagine how it was being made, it was so cute, specially the  part when "the girl startedto act like she can't remember EVERYTHING she've done ot they've done that  day", after the car that she was riding with her boyfriend just went into an accident, but take note, it was just a simple

Comparing " Boys" to "Girls" regarding their looks! :) (this is based on my own opinion) Well, first and foremost. To be practical, realistic and honest,  I would be in favor to men ... hahahah :) But to be fair enough, giving you descriptions of both sides, which is I have to  be honest as what and based on what I've seen and observed. FOR THE GIRLS ( must be Ladies first :| )) -Seemed to be trying hard to their looks (no offense) ...it's just a joke :) Anyway, honestly, girls are cute and pretty in a way they wear their dresses which they would be comfortable at the same time, as they wear their favorite dress, they would find something to add on, most common people called it as "bling-bling", just to put and make "halo" to the colors and themes of their dresses. Some examples; bracelets, necklaces, earrings (which are extraordinary earrings and not common ), "borloloys" designs and styles of belts that would fit to w

Behind my 20 yrs of living here on earth, many things including problems that i have in me, the usual words that would come into my mind is " AGAIN!?! " ( in tagalog, "Na Naman!?!" ) hehehe. As I live with my parents, it doesn't mean we always have a good times, happiness and laughter, instead, living with them is one of the greatest challenge i considered ever. But first of all, i would like to give you little information about my parents (but excluding their names.) My Mother, I would say she's a hardworking mama, really works hard just to fulfill her dreams to us which is one of it is to live in a peaceful place. - She's a loving mother (according to her ways), but behind these, i would rather say, (honestly) not really all the responsibilities as a mother of five (5) children she'd done perfectly, of course, i understand, nobody's perfect even my mother. My Father?, hahaha, well just simple words. He is responsible but by major, he's

Sleeps at 2:00am, woke up at 9:am, magluto, duty sa work.... sometimes, sleeps at 2:00am then wake up at 5:00am...    -All these things became my daily routine, i can say that it so tiring dahil sa abnormal na schedule ng oras sa trabaho. Mula sa aking pag-gising at pagbangon sa aking kinahihigaan, lagi kong naiisip na sana "hindi na lang munsa ako naging 18 yrs old para hindi ko pa maranasan ang ganitong buhay." But as  i tried talking myself ( don't think im a fool ), i realized that i am just so lucky...Well, considering the fact that many people in this present time ay hindi nag karoon ng trabaho at hindi pinalad sa pinag aplyang kompanya...at ako? gigising na lang, kakain at mag " in " sa work.... However, not only that reason, bata pa lamang ako, i promised to myself na if ever i would not taking my college degree, i'll make a way para hindi ako magiging pabigat, palamunin at maging dagdag pa sa mga problema sa parents ko. As the commercia

"Marahil, marami akong mga bagay na mababago... Marami akong mga bagay na dapat ginawa ko...   Ibang-iba na ang buhay ko ngayon, ibang-iba na rin ang mga buhay ng bawat tao. Kung dati, wala pa akong nalalaman sa mga bagay-bagay,  wala pa akong alam kung paano ba gumawa ng kasalanan o kahit sabihin nating ano ba ang salitang "kasalanan".   "Kailangan mo pang gumawa ng isang bagay na pagsisihan mo para sa huli, mtutunan mo kung paano ba ang maging maayos at mabuting tao. Kailangan mo pang masaktan at manakit ng iba, kailangan pa na may umiyak at umiyak ka. " Ewan ko, pero sa tuwing naiisip ko na sana, hindi nalang ako lumaki at naging "matured",  sana wala akong mga kasalanan. hahaha Hindi ko lubos maisip kung bakit nangyayari ang bagay na ito sa buhay ko; magulo, mahirap, makasalanan at puno ng mga pagsubok. Alam ko naman na ang lahat nang ito ay makakayanan ko rin, pro ang hindi ko lanag maintinhan eh kung bakit minsan, hind ko makayana

"When there were tim es i was feeling so lonely and alone, i always talked to my God, i shared to Him my secrets, problems, hatreds and burdens... Some said God knows already, but i always answer them who cares? Its between God and me !" I've always been a kind of person that hid my face, so afraid to tell the world, what i've got to say... They always keep on judging me regarding my personality. Until, time came  tears falls from my eyes. Then i asked God about these things, He always keep on telling me this "You're My son, you are Mine... I made you perfect as what i have planned. There's no way to be depressed, they were just one part of your trials and obstacles as you live to serve Me..." Then i realized, those people do not know my real story. There were many reasons why i am so deter and happy as i lived here in the world. Firstly because i know that my God is always with me, from that point, i know i live long and happil

Romans 11:18 says, "Do not boast against the branches. But if you do boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you."  We always put in our mindsets our goals and objectives in life or what we want to have and want to be in the next day. Sometimes, we already forgot the thing we must not do. Considering that you are a person of perseverance -  it's very good anyway! Well of course produces patience and hard work just to get that thing you wanted. You worked hard, got pressured hours, sicked. Of course it's not that easy, our journey is not just about bumping big rocks but at the same time you'll bump sand storms that enables you to be more faithful to God. Time so fast, until you've done such things hindered you to reach your goal. Finally, sweet words coming from your mouth, "life is really beautiful" after all the hard works, sleepless nights and tears, now you've seen blessings coming from the Lord. (but th

After we graduated in Elementary, we faced the facts that we had to move on. We gathered all our courage and prepared ourselves for high school. Some of us were excited, while others were worried. Anyway, the first day of school came and came by. It was kind of hard at first. It was like being a total stranger on a new planet. You see, we had to adjust to new teachers, schedules, and not to mentions our lessons. However, high school life certainly isn't all work and no play. Actually, it is a lot of fun. Meeting new people, and making new friends were "eye opening experiences" for all of us. We know that high school is not just about learning; it has a deeper significance and this makes it more challenging. We have to afford to make some sacrifices. We have to balance our schedules and take the time to do extra work. We are adjusting, but still, unanswered questions are still going through our minds...Can we really adjust to everything? Can we survive t

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